hi everyone. hope u r all doing great

well this is my first time me writing a journal :$

i need ur help, i've been engaged and my fiance broke up with me

i dont want him back, i just want the pain he caused me to go away ...!

i need hope, i need anything, i need to do anything to let go and move on.

i had my hair cut it did change alot, everytime i look at the mirror i see another girl tottaly different. i feel different, im not the same girl i used to be.

he broke my heart, he hurt me so bad, everything reminds me of him. everything i do, i lsn to , i see ...

i wanna move on i wanna start over i just cant help it feeling like this ...

plz plz plz tell me what to do i know its for my own good that he left but i dont know why cant i let go ... i dont sleep at night , my mood suddenly changes and i cry for no reason.

please :$